Burn-out

 2021.11.28

"Why do people  throw away their memories at the end of their journey?

Shadow on train windows are just under heartless over time.

Tears in my eyes, the sound of distant waves are summer investigations of our steps together before.

You know my heart is on the way to breakin' down.

Turn sadness into a song, Goodbye is turned into wind. "

（From "Amour" in BALLAD3 Southern All Stars)

Maybe, I'd like to say so, when I was a worker and administrator at a welfare facility in Tokyo.

But I could't say any words exactly from bottom of my heart then.  

About 20~30 years ago, I was just in the midst of a deeply mentally hurt syndrome, so-called "burnout" as a staff at the facility for Disabled persons.

Now when I'm learning  psychology, especially for the support of people in need, I understood the real symptoms of burnout and meaning of that seriousness.

And so, what shoud I have to do from now on ... !